30.12.2023
Sense it, smell it, feel it, touch it
Do you realize?
Another earth year has passed
How many dream and wonder have you crashed ?
How many goals, oaths and hopes did you respect?
How many friends, dates and mates did you neglect ?
Enough to have regrets, I'm afraid
But I'm here to hold you accountable
To make you feel guilty and incapable
I don't care about your weird codes
All of you require from me
To be kind and gentle
To be nice and helpful
The truth is sharp as a sword
My mouth is strong as a fort
So tell me, what can you be proud of ?
Do you actually have something to show off ?
Did you keep your promise ?
Or were you weak and worthless ?
Cause, apparently,
A man's value is measured by his achievements
You don't have no time for self-care treatments
And if you don't keep your word
You'll be seen as a failure
Whose voice doesn't deserve
To be heard or answered
Might as well return to the earth, you won't even matter
Is that why you have so much trouble to commit?
Are you so afraid that people will never find you legit ?
Do you feel like you have to prove so much to everybody ?
Don't you understand that living like that will cost you greatly ?
I hope you see you losing yourself each time you concede ?
Aren't you tired of being small and concealed ?
Don't you remember Marshall in 8 mile ?
Don't you remember his 09 Westwood freestyle ?
Well, let me answer those questions for you
I can start by saying, you went too far
You meant good, you tried to fight your inside war
You took the time and you grew, yes you grew
But at what price
You ignored you, for so many nights
The short term has overtaken the long ones
The western has overtaken the eastern
You were not the one to govern
Others took place in the ships
Your were the slave of your sins
You are the slave of your skin
As long as you will be the captive
You will not get ahead
You let this loop get into your bed
And into your brain, but she's radioactive
Eating you up from inside
Step by step, until you die
Stop there and think
Go nowhere and you'll sink
And yes I know, your why quest is hard
But only because you let him get infested
Be on your feet, be on your guard
You will have everything that you manifested
Your freedom needs to be cherish more than anything
Don't be fooled by the sparkle of the Ring
You think that Eren let them take away his wing ?
He flew way above them
Took control of his brainstem and braincells
He unleashed despair and misery
Suffered from all kind of injury
Lived all alone in the darkness
Let them think he was heartless
In the unique goal, to free his loved ones
He never back down, not even once
So this time you better go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
04.01.2025
Sense it, smell it, feel it, touch it
Do you realize?
Another earth year has passed
And Lord, what a year
And Lord, what a gift
It became so clear
You became so spear
Yeah, you shifted, drifted, lifted
More than you ever dreamed of
The hardship were the least of
Your problems, your troubles,
Encaged in the tunnels
But in a good way
You chose it and had the best day
So take the time to praise you
But more than anything
Take the time to praise Him
You suffered and struggled
Facing many of your worst fears
You didn't back up and rumbled
You didn't lay down and disappear
This one will be history
Lesson and lecture
Like Pearson and Specter
Let's hope now that it is the beginning
Of great things, great adventures
That you will not implode
Your mind will not erode
Because the toughest part starts now
Will you be faithful to your Tao
Will you be true to yourself
Or will you be blind and deaf
Will you be able to last the distance
To be focus and consistent
To get up and get it every damn morning
Without anyone rewarding
Without anyone looking
No glory, nor flattery
No acclaim, nor applause
Just you and your misery
Just you inside these walls
Facing alone all these wars
And no they cannot talk
Don't wait for Kendrick to walk
Take your hand and take you up
But keep your head down and work like he do
Understand that not everybody gonna like you
The all love, whole love comes from inside you
If you think it's from everyone, you've been lied to
It's You versus You
Listen to your inner voice
You're the one to decide who is who
Turn off all the noise
Matrix and Focus
Basics and Locus
It's gonna be brick by brick
Beat by beat
You'll get up until you'll get it
No defeat no retreat
Just the sweet taste of concrete
Appreciate the sweat and tears
Of the affliction, be volunteers
It's greather than you and your person
It's so much pain, so much burden
And yet, you'll do it with a smile
Put your whole life aside
And the fire will keep burning
At least, that's my hope, that you'll keep walking
Through pain and agony
Through rain and misery
Just fight and battle
The bright, the dark, the gravle
Will be your best teachers, your best scholars
So take what they have to offer
And go on your mission
Lets ignite the fire and burn the ignition